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6.13.2005 - 5:42:00 PM - back in CO, FUCK!

I'm back at work and hating every minute of it. I got back in CO around 9:30 PM MST on Saturday. Both my flights were delayed so that made for a long ass day of travel. Not to mention I really don't want to be out here anymore. I miss my girlfriend so damn much already. I'm tired of seeing her for a week and then going back to the shitty existence I call life in CO. She deserves the world. We have the greatest time when we're together. It seems like we can get through anything... Then I have to leave again. I'm done with school September 4th, Yes, I am counting the days. I'm sorry baby. I really am. I promise I'll make it up to you and one day we won't have to deal with all this bullshit. It'll just be normal.

Coming back to CO means work and school. I got up at 4:20 AM this morning and I'm at work now. Tonight I have to go to school. Fucking great. I can't wait for it to be over. I just want to get out of here. I want to go home.

To top it off I know school is going to want money from me. Money that I don't really have.

I put my resume up on Monster.com and Dice.com. Hopefully I hear something yesterday and can get the fuck away from IBM. I'm tired of driving this far to get to work. It's not worth it. The only reason I stayed here as along as I have is because they gave me paid vacation.

I had a good time while I was in Waynesboro (back home). I was with my girlfriend everyday. Imagine being away from someone you love dearly for 3 months at time. (This time it was 5). Really think about that. It's complete shit.

All in all we saw 3 movies in the theatre. The Longest Yard, Lords of Dogtown, and Mr. And Mrs. Smith. I liked all 3 of them. I'm partial to Lords of Dogtown because I'm a skater. I thought Adam Sandler did good in The Longest Yard. Mr. And Mrs. Smith was definitely entertaining. Seeing Angelina Joile and Brad Pitt kick the shit out of each other is definitely worth the 7 bucks, well 14 cuz I paid for her ticket too.

My brother graduated on the 7th of June. Shannon and I, along with other family members were all in attendance. I video taped as much of the ceremony as I could. Hopefully I can get that edited up sometime soon for my brother. My brother left for Senior Week on Saturday too. The first night he was there some dumb bitch, her name is Jenn Flood, started yelling the balcony of his hotel room at 1:30 AM. So the cops came up and they all got citations for having alcohol and being underage. The cops made them dump all their beer. That dumb fucking cunt. If I ever got the change to talk to her I'd give her an ear full and then smack the dumb bitch across the face. He said he's not letting it get him down. I just hope he has a good time and stays safe. I don't usually like to name names. Especially on my site but if you know that bitch let her know she's an idiot. Better yet, If you know her give me her phone # so she can see how many times I can use Dumb Bitch in a telephone conversation.

Michael Jackson is not guilty. What the fuck were you jurors thinking. Not only has this sick bastard gotten away with Child Molestation once but you asshats let him get away with it twice. Way to go.

My girly and I also got tattoos while I was home. It's the Funeral of Hearts interlocking hearts. I got black hearts on my wrist and she got one purple and one pink heart on her butt. It's awesome. Only bad thing is it itches like crazy now.

Whenever I go home I always end up going to the mall a whole shitload. I got a few shirts, a hat, some shorts (AE 12.99 from Value City), and some DVD's. I always spend money there, I don't know why. But Value City is cheap.

Damn PA is so fucking hot. I couldn't even hardly stand to be outside. I'd break a sweat just from being outside. The humidity is killer. I'm just not as used to that as I used to be. There's no humidity in CO. It's nice to not have to deal with that shit.

I took my girl out to a place called Rosa Lee's. Her boss got us gift certificates. It only costs me 3.09 for dinner! fucking awesome! We got into some other random things and had fun. It's so much fun to be with her. Baby you're the sweetest person I know. I'll love ya forever.

I really miss being home and being around my friends and family. I've definitely learned a lot from coming out here to CO. It's worth it but it still sucks. Whenever I come back here from being home I get depressed. I just want to go home.

[site news] working on an email form I got from bravenet. I start school again tonight so we'll see how much time I actually have for the site. I'll throw up some pictures and video of back home (like my tattoo picture). Aussie wasn't able to record radio bam this week and next but it looks like we found someone to do it. So I should have the new broadcast of Radio Bam tonight or tomorrow. There wasn't a new episode last week as Bam was in Germany. Stay Tuned.

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::. comment: I love you baby, miss you!

- Anonymous Shannon : 13/6/05 9:48 PM  


   

 

 

 

   
   
 
 
 

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